Heading Home, Sticky Business and Almost Home (Excerpts from O'Connor Street)

(Heading Home)

We got to school most days with Mrs. Young, but we got home everyday walking.

Rain or shine, whatever, put your bag on your back and step off, because we only had one choice – walk.

I got off the chair outside the Dean’s office as soon as the final bell rang and headed out the Pembroke Street gate.

Normally after school I’d meet up with a bunch of school friends (who were different to home friends) and we’d talk a bit and laugh a bit or do some silliness and wildness but only for a bit as the walk home wasn’t fun in the dark.

There was Clayton (he had an operation to remove a testicle, and he was a bit of a bad ass so you left the testicle jokes alone); Ryan (how do you ever describe this boy? Ryan had a smile that told you in varying degrees just how bad things were about to get. The more he smiled, the bigger the trouble. Every single time I ever left the school without permission it was with Ryan); Nigel - (our resident nerd, every gang needs one and he was ours - Nigel wore glasses as thick as the bottom of a Coke bottle and generally behaved nerdy); Dirk (skittish as a manicou, closet alcoholic from the age of ten); Manuel (my closest school friend, was a little weird in his views of stuff and his stories, but his heart was in the right place and you could tell that right from the start); Dirk’s brother Glen (who was even crazier than his brother Dirk, what was wrong with that family?);   Robert – (now there was a loose screw. Robert became part of our crew through sheer persistence even though he was a year below us), and a couple of the other usual suspects that came and went from time to time. This was my crew. We ate lunch together and hung out together after school.

We weren’t really a gang, but we’d stand up for each other in a fight.

Today, because of the licks episode, I really did not feel like seeing them as I wasn’t in the best of moods and I had a headache from all the crying.

I walked down Pembroke Street, turned right onto park Street, past the vendors, the hustlers and the vagrants, the madmen, the not so mad men  (the soon to be mad men practicing their madness) and walked the six blocks midtown to Tragerete Road where the real walk began in earnest.

Tragerete Road ‘began’ off Park Street at a place called ‘Green Corner’, although don’t ask me why as there was nothing green anywhere on the corner.

It was, however, a major transport hub, and it was always busy with the com-ers and the go-ers of the afternoon head home rush.

I continued my walk two blocks down Tragerete Road to the Strand cinema, on to the gas station, then empty building, empty building, completely dilapidated building (we in a recession, and these things happen in a recession, people does just ups and leave), car park, corner, and the longest unbroken expanse of my walk - the Lapyreuse Cemetery.

On and on and on and on it went.

I’d walk for what seemed like forever dragging my finger lightly along the stone wall, my fingers skipping over imperfections only to land and continue. I’d do this until one finger got too hot and then I’d switch fingers, sometimes I’d use a stick, other times I ignored the wall completely. Yet it went on and on oblivious of me and my feelings towards it.

If my walk was half an hour, the cemetery wall was a good  fifteen minutes.

It (finally) ended on Colville Street, and I’d turn left on Colville and right on Roberts Street, which is where Woodbrook officially began (O'Connor Street was located in Woodbrook, a perfectly laid out grid of streets and parks that formed the community in which I lived). There were about fifteen blocks left to walk at this point, but they were only two house lots wide at the top so the distance wasn’t that bad.

Walking home was safe; rarely would you encounter ‘undesirables’, and you could generally time your walk to avoid them.

One day I wasn’t so lucky.


(Sticky Business)



I was well into the ‘Woodbrook’ end of my walk when I spied these bigger boys, three of them (one Indian, two African) from the ‘Junior Sec’ walking towards me, laughing, whooping, and eating mangoes.

The ‘Junior Sec’ (Mucurapo Junior Secondary School) was (to me) the worst school in the whole country and had the reputation of having the baddest of the bad boys.

I would cross the street to avoid one ‘Junior Sec’ boy, but three? I knew there was going to be some crap to deal with.

I only hoped they didn’t take my school bag or my shoes, as then I’d have to deal with my father when I got home, and when you lost something important like a school bag full of books or your school shoes, well, he would go from angry to murderous in three seconds, and when he gets to murderous he would ask questions and not wait for you to answer them but slap you as an answer, so the more questions the more licks, so I’m thinking I am going to have to fight all three of these boys to defend my bag and shoes, as that would be easier than dealing with my father.

Three blocks between us now, I was fully concentrating on them but they didn’t notice me (as yet).

I walk on, purposefully, thinking if I looked like I wasn’t scared they might think I was real bad too, because I would have to be, approaching one Indian and two Africans from the ‘Junior Sec’ on my own.

I would have to be either bad or mad, and people tended to leave both bad and mad people alone.

Two blocks apart, they were laughing and whooping with each other and I was walking like I knew something other people didn’t know and the whole street was quiet; No cars, no other people walking, just me heading west to O’Connor Street with one possible stop along the way, a collision heading east.

One block between us and the laughing and the whooping drops in volume as the louder of the two Africans notices me and gives me a big part of his attention.

If I stop now it will only get worse, because it was too late to try to run away.

The second African looks at me quizzically and I’m thinking maybe my mad/bad act is going to work. Start thinking maybe I should jump around with my hands in the air and scream like a crazy man as they pass just to keep everyone to himself.

But that could be a bad idea, because if I didn’t sell it right they might beat me up just for fooling with them.

We were on the same block now, me heading west, the three of them heading east, and nobody talking yet and they walking and I walking and they reach right up to me and I see my space between the Indian and African number one and i turn my body to pass between them when the Indian put his whole hand on my chest and stop me in my tracks and say...”but you ent seeing we or wha?"

Everyone seemed to look at me, waiting for an answer, and I couldn't come up with one.

"You is a very bad man or wha?” and it dawns on me right there that even if I said yes I wouldn't be fooling anybody today because truth be told I was really small for my age, and though I was not what you would call a coward and would stand up to any fight, this one was not going to go my way and we all pretty much knew it.

African number one chimed in “Unless he’s a madman, mad people doh watch where they going and he have to be not watching cause he woulda see we...” which I guess made sense, and I thought if we debated long enough I could escape in the confusion.

I was about to offer my opinion on the two choices when African number two said...”allyuh ent see he just want some mango?” and with that he took the mango he was eating and rubbed it all over my face and in my hair and on my clothes.

Just like that.

And just like that it was over.

Indian removed his hand from my chest and let me go and the three of them walk off laughing at their accomplishment and whooping in earnest.

I was angry.

And I realized I was trembling down both legs.

I made myself walk on, going to put it behind me and find a stand pipe to wash this mango juice off of me when damned if something didn’t hit me smack in the back of my head and I turned around in my astonishment to see a mango seed skating across the pavement and African number two jumping up and down laughing hard.

I guess it was he who threw the mango seed and was enjoying the end result of his prowess.

I turned around and walked off; two blocks from home, tears streaming down my face in anger; sticky mango juice all over me, and I just wanted to get home away from this whole horrible day.


At least I still had my schoolbag and shoes (which was a really good thing), but I left all my dignity three blocks away from home.


(Almost Home)



The street sign used to say O’Connor Street, but someone stole the sign.

Only the pole was there now, and that pole was good enough for me as my fingers lightly wrapped around the smooth cold steel in mid stride turning the corner, happy to be turning onto O’Connor Street, almost home.

Past the corner house where Robert the retarded boy lived (Robert was like a small child if you talked to him, but he had a beard and a mustache and he was strong like an ox), past two houses of people we knew only by name (not everyone on the street was ‘social’ like us), past the man who used to ring the church bell house (didn’t know his name, but he was like the oldest man on the whole street and I think he lived alone and used to keep to himself except when he used to leave his house to go and ring the church bell), past Louis Gillman Thomas’ house (people said he had some money, but he was a ‘Outside’ child, and I thought that meant he used to live outside when he was a child, and I used to think that was so cool), past the Kowlessar’s, the Brash’s, the Champoon’s, cross the street and I’m Home.


I open the gate, up the five steps, into the gallery, into the house and my sister Faye Ann sees me and says “What happen to you?” which got my mother’s attention and she looked out of the kitchen to see and hear if this should interest her.

When she saw my mango stained face and clothes, I guess she decided it did.

After a short but intense interrogation, my mother put on her shoes and told me to come with her, and then I realized that me and my mother were going to find these boys.

We walked full strides, me skipping every couple of steps to keep up with her, and we covered about ten blocks in quick fashion when I spied the three of them standing on a corner talking to a girl.

My mother had a sixth sense about these things and she asked me if those three boys was the three boys and I said yes and we kept walking, a little faster now, and in no time we were right up on them.

My mother grabbed my right arm and pushed me forward and asked the three of them at once who did this to her son.

The girl backed off and kept backing off and must have left right there and then because we didn’t see her again.

The three of them took a step back in a sort of semi circle and was sort of sizing the situation up when my mother lifted up her leg and took off her shoe and asked who did this to my child this time more forcefully and people started to gather around and the Indian pointed at African number two and my mother hit that boy ‘clunk’ in his forehead with her big wooden clog and his hand went up to his face and I think he was in shock because he didn’t move an inch when she hit him ‘clunk’ again, this time in the back of his head.

He was looking a little queasy and confused and African number one just took off running and didn’t look back and Indian opened his mouth to say something and got my mother shoe full in his mouth and he stumbled back and my mother watched those two boys and told them that the next time they see her child walking down the road cross the friggin street or she coming in their school to look for their ass.

Indian was crying now because his mouth was bleeding and African number two was still looking a little unsteady from the two clog lash in his head, and my mother grabbed me by the same arm and turned both of us and we headed back home.

My mother could be a little protective like that sometimes.