Sunday, May 30, 2010

Words...


The strength of a man's character is not only revealed in what he stands for, but also in what he stands against.
It is not determined by time, place, friend or foe, but in the decisions he makes when good fortune or bad shows its face to him.
His integrity is a non negotiable understanding between him and the world, and is not surrendered lightly.
Morality is the anchor of what he will accept and what he will reject, regardless of circumstance.
It has been said that no one can affect the way you carry yourself; that they can only help reveal you for who you are.
I have witnessed the elevation of people I once thought disdainful under very trying circumstances, and I have watched those I have rallied with reveal themselves to be deceitful and disrespectful when opportunity provides.
This is not to judge, just to observe.

Integrity, character, morality, are not just words, they convey an idea of high ascension, impeccable quality, desired destination and determined strength.
These very words have been used by advertisers to sell everything from leather to soap, and have been used by spin doctors and politic speechwriters to describe the best and brightest among us, as well as to wrap a coat of respectability around the despicable and the horrid.
Time has a way of revealing the cheap though, the made up version collapses in the bright light of truth and the fraud is exposed eventually.

Regardless of your personal beliefs, these are not just words; they will be used as adjectives to crown you or deny you. To describe you, either with pride or with shame by your loved ones after you're gone.

Something to think about...

Friday, May 28, 2010

First among Equals

One little Hindu woman from Siparia broke the backs of the two most powerful men in politics in our country, writing all over the walls of history in a relatively short space of time.

Having already acquired many firsts in her career including first female Attorney General, she was still treated as second class by her peers in a male dominated field; her triumphs mere knickknacks in the world of real accomplishments. 'That which you have you do not take, but wait politely until given'.

Destiny would have another say in that matter in a relatively short space of time.

The politics of the country had taken on a sideshow quality about it, with allegations and revelations from both sides on a daily basis causing the population to reel and roll from one blow to the next. Condemned to live out this masquerade of representation, they watched as these demigods flung themselves into useless displays of power on both sides of the aisle while the people literally writhed in agony.

It cannot be understated how entrenched these men were in there respective positions; one, in his fortieth year in unbroken Parliamentary politics, the incumbent Prime Minister, Lord of all he surveyed; High on the backs of a Parliamentary majority, Patrick Manning was the living symbol of power.

His opponent, the leader of the party in opposition, was also its creator and to most, its de facto owner. Never to be questioned as leader through divine right of the Opposition, Basdeo Panday was deemed a god among his people.

There is a saying, 'those the Gods will destroy, They first make mad'.

The people cried out for change, and for change to come, something would have to go. The momentum was building and the first crack in the facade of the corridors of power was a break in the Opposition party that forced an internal election.

The purpose of this is not to focus on the details, but to take a step back and take it all in as it were.

Basdeo Panday mounted his high horse in full regalia to take on all comers, and was met on the battlefield by his faithful deputy now adversary, one little hindu woman from Siparia.
As is his trademark, he ridiculed her and treated her with scorn and derision on the platform and she smiled at him.
Never stooping to his sneering condescension, she gracefully parried his relentless thrusts, and, in the end, won. Handsomely.
How the mighty have fallen the people would say, watching in shock and amazement as she emerged victorious; the leader had to surrender his place, his history over; her own about to be written.

That she was elevated to the post of first female leader of a major political party was a testimony to her fortitude and obvious strength, but the people were never given the opportunity to fully grasp its significance as it was almost immediately overshadowed by an even greater accolade, first female Leader of the Opposition.

Had this been the end of her story, her place in history would have been guaranteed, but that was not to be.

Inspired by what could only be remembered as tragic hubris, Patrick Manning decided he would take a turn at this 'charming lady' as he called her, and sensing disorganization and weakness in the ranks of the Opposition, called a 'snap' election halfway into the electoral term.
With trumpets blaring to summon his troops, Mr. Manning, ever the absent student of history, attempted to redo what Mr. Panday failed to do.
Again focussing on that which is sacred in the feminine, the gentle touch, Mr. Manning made the exact mistake Mr. Panday did, and either overestimated his own importance or underestimated the winds of change gathering momentum (when enough deliberation time passes we will be better able to determine his reasoning).
Refusing to stoop to personal attacks and character assassination, she again focused her energies on using her opponents strengths against him and allowing him thrashing space to exaggerate his own weaknesses. She embarked on a policy of agreement over aggrandizement and again walked away unscathed, battle tested and ready.

Leaving the people in shock once again, this little hindu woman from Siparia emerged victorious into her new role as Prime Minister, first female Prime Minister of Trinidad & Tobago.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

How to save a Legacy


Sitting here, listening to The Fray croon on about How To Save A Life, I can't help but think of my friend Patos.
The tragic figure he cut on election night, looking much the part of the humbled and defeated trying to stand tall in the face of immeasurable loss, I am reminded of another recent tragic figure, Saddam Hussein no less. The resignation on both faces as the reality and inevitability of the end sinks in all the way shows a mortal man, broken by a life of trying to be so much more than human and ending up almost less.

I write this for you Patos, because I for one don't want to seem ungrateful.

I remember the high points of your tenure, the people you appointed to help sail the magnificent ship of state into vision 2020. Calder Hart. A giant of a man. That name will stay with you forever, the way Johnny O' seems to be forever linked with Eric. Calder Hart. So much more is going to be said of him in the near future I think we should wait before we say anything more.

I am reminded of Mr. Hunt's assurance that you can't put a price on a flag, his version of national pride. Apparently you can Mr. Hunt, apparently you can. That comes to about fourteen seats in Parliament; will that be cash or card?
Patos boy, where did it all go so wrong?
For a while there you were flying so high with the big boys, welcoming the world to your doorstep, never guessing that the lease would so soon be up; how you strutted on the world stage like, well like a banana republic dictator. Was that the look you were going for?
Your legacy will be a legacy of excess you know, no one did more than you in such a short space of time in the people's interest and yet to have them turn on you in the end.

The word ungrateful comes to mind. Ignore that Rubadri guy, we don't need history, we need symbols, and you KNEW that. All the best symbols petrochemical dollars can buy. I watched in awe of your eminence even as the artists rebelled against the house you were building for them, so you promptly ignored them. I agree with you, though, and i was telling people; once is foreign white people and chinee people handling it, our business fix, but nobody was taking me on.
Sometimes people just don't know what's good for them. I watched Uncle Errol, beaming with so much pride there was a skip in his step. They didn't get it I guess. Minshall called the building copulating slugs. Ungrateful emmy award winning artist. Steups.
And those people in St.Anns with their stupid playing field. Didn't they know you needed extra parking to make the house into a palace?
Ah Lord they was giving pressure. But I must say I was impressed with the way you dealt with that; it made you look more statesman like. Change the plan, adjust the outdoor stage design and use it to make a church in the bush instead. Somebody needs to convert all those lajablesse and douens and it might as well be you. I thank you for the effort, soucouyant need religion too.
For me I think the high point of your tenure was the blimps. I for one never saw a blimp in real life and was happy to see it. Never mind I didn't understand what it was for, Martin Joseph did, and I trusted him because he was doing such an excellent job on the crime management, the damn media again, harassing a busy man with questions about results.
Steups,

So here we are, with new plans and new adventures ahead of you.
A vacation maybe, visit old friends, make new ones, settle into the new role of defendant, because I am sure those ungrateful bastards are going to come and want to ask you questions.
Never mind, court houses are air conditioned and these matters are polite affairs.

Reality

There is a Twilight Zone episode called “To Serve Man.”

Aliens come to Earth and bestow upon humankind a swift, easy and free path to plenty. Hunger ends. Peace reigns. No one questions the aliens’ motives, except for one man who is trying to decipher a book entitled “To Serve Man,” which the aliens have given to the world’s leaders.
He too soon gives up and joins the throngs of tourists flying off to visit the aliens’ planet. He’s boarding the spacecraft when his secretary tries to stop him, hollering what it is they’ve decoded: “To Serve Man — it’s a cookbook!” - So, as you see, there is no free lunch, literally or figuratively. But there is lunch — and you may be it.

I almost got all teary eyed at the swearing in yesterday and, having abandoned my concerns and reservations about the coalescence of the mismatched and the perverse, jumped on the bandwagon myself...

Almost.

There are problems with the picture.

My major concern is that the science does not bear out the outpouring of emotion and people have a sort of political amnesia. They literally see what they want to see.

We've been here before.

The reason coalitions are doomed to fail is not because we're a cynical lot, but because the ideologies of the protagonists are so different as to run afoul of each other during the planning stage of any adventure. It's easy for everyone to get along when it's 'us' against 'them'. When it becomes 'us' against 'us' is when the plot really thickens. What will hold it together then, the flag? Patriotism? National Pride?
Trinidad's cup does not really run over with these things, it's not like we're Jamaica or Barbados, Islands where the people retain their identity even when in exile in foreign lands; but I digress.

Those who would justify this experiment (adventure) have compared Trinidad's coalition with what is obtaining now in Great Britain, and even that is at some point bound to fail because if it does not, it will expose the lie that politics has an 'either or' option. Were it not so, why have a Parliament? What would be the point of Opposition if we could all just get along? Add to that the fact that Trinidad is made up of fundamentals that cannot be changed by wishing, and which cannot be erased by the best of intentions and you will not be surprised when the thing collapses.

I wrote a note entitled 'Where Do We As A People Go From Here', which attempted to outline a brief history of the differing elements (tribes) that make up our nation, and the goals and objectives of each and why they differ, and must differ fundamentally (http://plainlytalking.blogspot.com/2010/05/where-do-we-go-from-here_06.html).

In that note I asked three basic questions:

1. Is national unity a hoax?

2. What divides us?

3. Can what divides us be rewoven into something more of a national identity?

As an example of the divide - For all his best intentions, Daaga cannot undo the damage done to the Africans by slavery, nor the mad distribution of wealth of this country called the Cedula of Population (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cedula_of_Population).

A truly afro-centric Government would be more interested in the redistribution of the national treasure and rightly so, because the wrongs done to a people that have kept them socially dependent can only be undone by collective responsibility, collective atonement, and a national attempt to put the wrongs right.
To any Afro-Trini worth his history reading the above, the point is at least valid and worthy of discussion.
To the heirs of the white planters who were given the divided acreage based on the total amount of African slaves they owned, well, let's just say their view would be different. To the people who think history is just that, history; who want to pretend that we aren't where we are because of historical wrongs want to see black people as white people with a groovy tan.

Am I picking a side. No, not yet. I am simply saying that there are very deep divisions that need to be addressed and joining of hands to walk up the magic mountain is not going to solve them.

The above was used as a basic example, and divisions obtain for all the races.

The point I am making is, can you make Beetham Gardens into Goodwood Gardens by a joining of hands?

Is crime the result of wayward black youth who need to be aggressively policed, tried and jailed? Or is crime the result of a failed social system that ignored the plight of the weak and downtrodden even as the wealthy raped the treasury and made off with the national treasure? Can black people be put in their place? Should they? Where exactly is that, the bottom of the social ladder? Perpetual servitude?

I am going to judge this new Government not on pollyanna feelings of butterflies and rainbows, but on the yardstick of its promises as laid out in its manifesto. I will also judge it on what it failed to say.
The concept RISE, that was hijacked and used as a gimmicky party slogan was much, much more than that. It was intended to be a part of a national program of understanding, atonement and restoration. The people of this country are rubbing abrasively against each other because gimmicks are not working. We need time honored truths like respect and 'right of place' to be established for ALL people regardless of race, tribe or religion. We need to forget the 'Douglarisation' and 'Chutneying' of the nation and focus instead on the core issues that affect the differing groups and, in respecting and repairing wrongs on a historical and national level, pass on responsibility for things like law and order and national pride and respect to the true leaders of these communities. The concept of rise was to empower the different communities, respect their individual cultures and get them to work, because when the people feel a sense of belonging, their natural response is to defend and build.
The fist lesson in psychology is the absence of hope brings madness.
Have we learned that from our national experience as yet? Or are we going to distract the natives with gimmicks and hoodwink them so we can enrich ourselves. Are we again going to give the natives platitudes as trinkets instead of real leadership aimed at a cohesive plan of National reconstruction?

Time alone will tell.

The first 120 days were enunciated by this new Government as the timeframe for major programs to be enacted that would form the bedrock of social change that would free our people from the low expectations we REALLY have of those who lead us.

I am going to try to reserve judgement for 120 days (I said try).

I remain a political activist. Political Activists don't get to dress up and clink glasses to herald the changing of the guard. nor do we jockey for position and patronage in any new administration.

We man the wall. We ring the bells and set off the alarm when danger arises.

Nothing has happened thus far to make me believe true change has come.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Are We There Yet?

When is it okay to cross the line?
At what point is it justifiable to become what we hold in contempt, especially if WE think it's in everybody's 'best' interest?
Seriously, isn't that a lot like parents who beat their children 'for their own damn good, or husbands who beat their wives?'

The news and the headlines are tickling our interests more now, because things are heating up politically.
Not so much on the platforms mind you, (the claims and counter claims have gotten quite old now) but on the ground between party supporters who are determinedly for or against one or the other and their opposite number. Add to this the police's 'find' of arms and ammunition and tee shirts supporting a radical fringe group and we get some ingredients if not for disaster, then at least for concern.
The politics appear to be straying out of the realm of political discussion and debate and risking the possibility of conflict and conflagration

There is a real difference between tearing your opponents advertising down and replacing it with your own and say, firebombing people's homes.
There is also a difference between being victimized and attacked and in perpetrating a hoax and making it up out of whole cloth.

People have a way of seeing what they WANT to see, especially on highly charged issues like politics and religion; but now is not the time for thinking people to abandon their ability to think, the next nine days are going to require some serious level headed behavior, especially from those in high places.

The entrenched Opposition forces are making some very serious claims about provocation, threats of intimidation and harassment, and the embattled Government is itself making some very serious allegations of their own; of people faking claims, perpetrating hoaxes and outright lying for sympathy and attention.
These noises are only gaining traction because of a lack of serious issues in this campaign. One side has built its entire campaign on removing one man, so the other side has dug in on their position of his right to stay.
The first scenario, if true, is scary because of what it portends for our future as a nation. The inability to disagree without becoming disagreeable is a foundation stone of democracy, and one that should not be trifled with under any circumstances.
The second scenario is more frightening because of our willingness to 'copycat'. Opposition forces may want to take it on themselves to retaliate against perceived attacks by Government supporters, and Government supporters, upset at being lied on and made scapegoats of, may decide to make fiction into reality and say 'yuh want firebomb? take dat in yuh pweffin.'

And then what? Downstream from that everybody loses. This place too small, scars of battle will last a long time, business will not be business as usual, and the liberties we take for granted will be curtailed for a long time.

This everybody either for one side or the next has ripped a line right down the middle of of our country, through families, communities and friendships, so the spirit that held us together through tough times in the past has already been degraded for expediency.
The media houses, delighted in the ad revenue of a political campaign, are themselves fanning the flames of confrontation to deliver eyeballs at news time. In a country as divided as ours is, that in itself is highly irresponsible.

The point of this is to highlight excesses being perpetrated against people who want none of what you have to offer expecting that you would respect their right to reject your position.

The flash point, if one comes, will be when the two opposing forces achieve unstoppable force, the collision will be inevitable.

We need to take two steps back.

We need responsible people to stop fanning the flames of conflict just to make headlines. Party Leaders need to encourage their supporters to back off this politics of confrontation before it escalates, and we need supporters to be less feral and more thinking in their approach to their support, because Trinidadians have a way, once we turn a corner, of not being able to find our way back.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Who Rising?

On the morning of the 2010 election results in Westminster, we have a hung Parliament for the first time since the 70's; people are using phrases like 'Minority Government' and the role of the 'Third Party' in balancing interests, and this has put the power right back where it belongs, with the people.

A beautiful illustration of the power 'We The People' could have had here if the politicians themselves were not so greedy for power.

A couple of nights ago I had an occasion to have a long discussion with a former UNC senator and he expressed grave concerns for the party.

We discussed at length the functioning of this coalition with or without power and in neither scenario did it appear sustainable.

As Political maturity does not tolerate the 'if you not with us you with the enemy' stupidity, I would rather not have to water this down to fit the absurdity passing for electoral debate, and focus on events and facts.

They were expecting a massive PNM fail like '86.

What they getting instead is a fully energized incumbent party on the warpath and an electorate asking questions that they don't seem to have an answer for.
People are already confused and Kamla still rising. ('Like is bread we making' someone posted.)

The entire world save for China and Trinidad went through a recession. If you have the balls to move the incumbent after that you better have damn good reasons, because that is a superman play.

Yet for all that currency, the PNM failed miserably at managing the people's concerns, and worse, mainly because of a weak and fractured Opposition, ignored the people altogether. The facts are there in the historical record as to how we find ourselves in a mid term election, but here we are.

Crime is the number one issue affecting everyone in this country. We want a Government capable of eradicating kidnapping and the reduction of murder rates back to the 'one-a-year' levels.

We would have thrown anything at the Prime Minister to get him to shut up and say "OK, We'll fix it". Instead we got platitudes and high rises and more blood.

The disenchantment with the PNM was so strong that twenty days before election we have assembled 'everyone else' to throw at him, with even the treasonous Daaga and the fringe NJAC getting play. (Every time i see daaga on a platform I cant get over the look in his eyes, like a child running amok in a toy store, he knows at some point he's going to get caught out and is going to have to put the toys back).

We expected fire and brimstone on the hustings.

"WAR"

'We taking our nation back' we wanted to scream, as we paraded our 'New' army for the bandits and murderers to see, to strike fear in their hearts and get them to play nice.

It has not worked out quite that way.

The coalition has not addressed the people's questions, all they are doing is preaching to the converted by continuously demonizing the incumbent, and have replaced plans and issues by inviting everyone on some kind of psychedelic head trip, where we all join hands and walk up the magic mountain together to sit at the mystic rainbow and eat magic jelly beans. (I am making fun of this because it is a stupid American electoral concept called misdirection and it is failing.) The UNC/COP are going to leave this dance with less than they came in with, and everyone is going to stand around, wondering when do we get the magic beans.

Assness of the highest order has trumped definitive plans for serious problems, and serious answers to searching questions, and more importantly, definitive leadership for a people tired of plastic politicians and their corruption, sick of bad news and weary of crime scene images.

I supported a removal from office based on the PNM's failure with crime and protection of the citizenry.

Basdeo Panday's UNC boasted Ramesh as AG and Theodore as Minister of national Security. This current coalition is populated by light weights, and I am wondering if the people have forgotten what we were fighting for.

Basdeo Panday made the same point i made last week on a talk show; tell Bernie Campbell you cannot just come to a country and run a political campaign, especially a campaign for a population with as many differences as ours(race, culture, class, religion). The cliche is what divides us is much, much more than what unites us. The Ganges will never reach the NIle, because the political PERSPECTIVES (read that word carefully) and needs are different.

This is the main reason I have written so many notes on the history and people behind the politics, so that people know. I keep stressing 'Get Informed' so you know, because an informed population will not be fooled.

I am very sorry, but unless these people can get their act together, I fear the show will start to die and the PNM will romp home to victory.

As an aside,I m willing to bet anybody anything that the last card the PNM are going to play is one massive tear filled one love moment between Rowley and Manning.

My predictions: Kamla is going to fail. the PNM is going to win, Jack Warner is going to fade away, and the Panday faction will rise to fill the vacuum that the ULF/UNC left, with Ramesh as political leader, and Bas as king maker/future President of the Republic

Today, we as a people find ourselves needing to pray for grace.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Call for Action!!!

It is so easy to get distracted in this town. It seems every day there is something else to try and process – from prisoners being executed gangland style while being physically held by police officers outside a courthouse, to flagpoles costing two million dollars to erect, to pageant representatives and their personal work in foreign affairs.
Most people get by keeping their heads down and getting on with the necessities of earning and making a life, while others take advantage of the fact that no one is watching to steal and plunder.
There is so much stink surrounding Calder Hart at this point it is amazing he has not been charged by the EMA for polluting.
We again call on the DPP and The Commissioner of Police to launch criminal investigations into Mr. Calder Hart, UDECOTT, and any and all interlocking enterprise with a view to identifying fraud, misuse of public funds, corruption, and misbehavior in public office.

The Prime Minister, famous for keeping his 'hands off' these scandals and adopting a ‘wait and see what the population does’ pose, now seems to be up to his elbows in more than one allegation of impropriety and knowledge of if not the act itself, of misbehavior in public office.
We call on the Honorable Attorney General to launch a forensic investigation into the alleged misappropriation of public funds with a view towards having the guilty parties punished to the fullest extent of the law and to have said funds repatriated to the Treasury of the Republic of Trinidad & Tobago.
With reference to the conspiracy allegations between the Jamaat and the ruling party and his sworn affadavit - The allegations by that treasonous ‘would be’ ‘religious leader’ that he used the terrorist activity of his terrorist organization to assist Mr. Manning BECOME Prime Minister should have been enough to make conscious people everywhere pause to think.
When a sitting High Court Judge and the de facto (acting) DPP calls for an investigation into these same allegations and sworn affadavit, conscious people should be compelled to stop and act.
If these allegations turn out to be truthful (and we need them scrutinized by the Highest Courts of this land to determine this) then first and foremost Abu Bakr and the rest of his co conspirators need to be prosecuted for treason, as attempting to hijack our democracy by bullets or by ballots should both be considered treason. Secondly, and more importantly, if it turns out that Mr. Manning was INDEED involved and KNOWINGLY entered into that same demonic conspiracy as alleged by Abu Bakr’s sworn affidavit, then Mr. Manning has to be charged for his role and prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law.
In my opinion and If possible, ALL CONSPIRATORS in this evil enterprise should be hung (if allowed under our law), so as to send a very public and powerful message worldwide that we will not have our democracy trifled with by anybody!

There can be no business as usual right now, regardless of how greedy or needy you may be at this point in time. Trinidad seems to have lost its moral center and is pretty much circling the drain.
These times call for REAL leadership, not paper tigers hungry for state dollars.
I love this land and I do this for my country.

Republic Day Greetings

Today is Republic Day in Trinidad & Tobago, and in thinking of what to say I am reminded of a joke a friend of mine posted about some maxi pad’s manufacturer’s slogan to ‘Have a happy period’ and one woman’s graphic response to them. In short she opined that a period will never be a happy time for a woman, and the man who came up with that particular slogan should have his entrails pretty much handed to him.

You are going to be assailed with Happy Republic Day greetings from rank and file advertisers hoping to cash in on the mileage, but does Republic Day really mean anything to anyone other than the fact that it’s a holiday? Seriously, what is its significance that it deserves a holiday separate and apart from say Independence Day? Having kicked the Queen to the curb we are approaching sixty murders per one hundred thousand people per year, while Canada, who still embraces Her Royal Highness as the ultimate sovereign, only has two. We are an immature nation awash with oil dollars separated into racial tribes and living in total fear.

Our cherished freedom to drink and party comes to a screeching halt the day we are the one in the story being passed around, about having had a good time the night before, never made it home. Four hundred people have been murdered so far this year. Many times more have been raped, molested, assaulted, hijacked, kidnapped and hurt against their will. Death and dismemberment numbers on the nation’s roads are astronomical compared to civilized society ruled by law anywhere else in the world. If you get into an accident and are hurt but survive, you are more like to be robbed than assisted by the first people at the scene of the accident.

There is nothing happy about living in Trinidad & Tobago right now, and to make the matter worse, your minority PNM government is bent on consolidating power by any means possible, including the removal of the Judicial safeguards that have so far guaranteed at least your right to be free. We live in a society where the media have capitulated to power in exchange for cocktail party hand outs or are owned outright by interests’ contrary to the peoples interests.

Sorry to throw cold water on your holiday, but if you went out last night, had a good time, got back to your car safely, drove it home, got into your home un-assaulted and your home was in the same un-invaded condition that you left it in, then congratulations, you beat the odds. Well done. But it’s still early enough for you to be on the news tonight.

Graphic? You bet! Truthful and honest? Be viewing at seven tonight, see those who weren’t as lucky.

Oh, and have a Happy Republic Day!

Black Friday

The youth of out country (thirty five percent of the electorate) ignores the political process because of the illusion of disconnect. This illusion feeds on powerlessness at the expense of true, all hands on board democracy.
There is a perception that no individual is capable of effecting change; and that race will continue to be the dominant decider in an election. The fact that we allow that to continue to our detriment is reprehensible and worthy of some serious introspection. Are we racist? If not, why do we allow ourselves to be painted into a corner determined by the colour of our skin and the texture of our hair?
This is a weakness that has been exploited for far too long.
We need to break that perception if we hope to include everyone in the debate and advance the politics to a higher level.
We have an opportunity to unite over an issue - a draconian tax imposed by a failed Government. Wearing black today means we are bigger than race. That we care enough to unite and make a stand, that we will not be bullied by dictators and their gangster counterparts. Real change. We can demand more of our leaders when we demand more of ourselves.
There is a saying - 'No single raindrop ever thinks of itself as having caused the flood'.
It is time to drive this demon into the sea.
The youth are watching....

On the Home Owner tax (addressed to the COP)

I believe that this tax is racially motivated, and that afro Trinidadians are the smallest per centage of home owners.
The casino worker situation does not apply here as they formed part of a PNM demographic which the party probably decided against alienating at this time despite the Prime Minister's son's losses.
Or perhaps it was a strong-arm move and the casino paid him back. We will never know.
What we do know and we may be afraid to acknowledge is that the PNM is waging war against the East Indian community, the other straight hair races don't really matter and are 'passing in the rush'. Where the rubber meets the road is that the COP has to either join or destroy the UNC, or by their existence will guarantee the PNM stays in power. Don't get me wrong, the COP is doing a marvellous job that in a civilized society governed by law would accrue goodwill that would eventually propel it to government.
Here the converse is true. By your present and any future action that splits the dominant East Indian vote you are literally working against yourself. Jack Warner's shenanigans in Chaguanas is working FOR the PNM, and I believe his motives are sinister, but that is not the point here.
The PNM will not deviate from this tax due to any COP protest and the exercise, though morally correct, is doomed to fail.
It is time we brought this government to it's knees through massive shut downs, shut ins, daily street protests, but be careful not to cross any lines because, any student of history will tell you, Manning praying to justify a proper Marshal Law imposition.
The shut down of Caroni was a shot across the bow and the East Indian community rolled over. The terrorism and gangsterism running rampant that targets the middle class, who makes up the middle class?
When and until the opposition parties are willing to call a spade a spade (no pun intended), you will not mobilise anybody except those looking for jerseys.
There are moments in time when leadership is thrust upon men, when the high road becomes the only road.
I believe we are at that place and the people of this country needs to know we are in the middle of a race war and it is time to push back through every legal and legitimate avenue available.
We need to shut this country down prior to the next orgy of spending, sorry, summit.
We need world attention. We need blogs and websites, we need the eyes of the world on us as we stand up to this blatant attempt at hegemony.
Do not forget the PNM is a MINORITY government.
They are well aware of it, which is why their every move is aimed at consolidating power. There needs to be a meeting of the leadership of every un-PNM organization with a view to a coalition of the brave.
There needs to be put in place as quickly as possible and as public as possible a plan to resist this evil regime. A clear leader needs to be chosen, and clear leadership apparatus and succession planned and made public.
This plan must call for the sustained resistance to the un democratic PNM government with an aim toward forcing and winning an election.
And you cannot win it alone.

If we fail to act on behalf of EVERYONE of the citizens of this nation, every creed and race, we will all lose.

Who is minding the store?

How is it the more we advance the less we seem to become? The more gadgets we acquire the dumber we seem to get? We seem to excel at revelry and sex at the expense of everything else, and the pursuit of these things have cost us community and family life and left the kids alone to deal with the things that go bump in the night. Our national celebration has given way to the exploitation of little girls and the sexing up of our young generation in a misguided notion of freedom. That is not freedom. Action without responsibility simply displaces the consequences onto someone else or a future date, leaving us with little substance after the glitter fades. We have traded romance and courting for hooking up and mobile phone sex videos. Why?
Our generation and the ones before us will have a lot of questions to answer when these young ones grow up and realize just how much they were short changed. How gym memberships at fourteen for vanity training is madness.
Sorry to be the one to throw cold water on this but not only do we need to sober up, we need to grow up. The unwritten rule of society requires that the baton be passed and we’re it. It is our job to set the moral pattern of this society, establish norms, carry on traditions, and prepare the next generation for their turn. History has shown us that we are going to reap whatever we sow, so we should sow good seed. Respect for self and others, industry, personal values, family, community, church, school. Our kids are failing due to lack of guidance, and we are the ones letting them down. It starts with you...check yourself. Forget what anybody else is doing. Take care of your business. Lead by example. When there are enough of us minding the store, the situation will start to right itself, I am sure of it.

Who we are

I have been asked over and over what are we; this group? What are we trying to be? I thought our stance specifically on the issue of murder and violent crime would have been obvious. I have been attacked in the past months by obvious PNM supporters for the perceived threat to their status quo, government’s policies, and the sometimes unbelievable utterings and doings of their leader. Are we a political party? Are we a lobby group? Or are we just a grouping of random sexy people with no agenda? (I threw the last one in there because, as of this writing, we really are a good looking bunch...: )

I want to say that we are neither one nor the other, not yet fully formed, still a coming together of hearts and minds in the way that has always changed the world and written history. That we are a growing force of concerned people who rallied around the cry ‘Nah Man T&T, We Could Do Better Than That’ when in one rapid succession of craziness we encountered killing after killing, underscored by the tragic death of little Tecia Henry in Laventille and the ignominious release of the international report that named Trinidad the most dangerous places in the world to live.
That we are a growing wave of people who were shocked to learn that England and Canada boasted murder rates as low as two per hundred thousand per capita per year, while we were clocking fifty five and rising.

At this moment, we are all about keeping the issue of violent crime front and center on the national agenda, and we need to keep pushing against the ingrained will that change cannot happen ‘just so’, That Trinidadians tribal, and Manning have the black vote and right now the Indian vote split and all that rubbish. We cannot be conned into believing those who are dying are different from us, that they somehow deserve this. They bleed red blood. For whatever the reason that their choices are leading them down this path is still a function of leadership, a function of Government. We cannot allow ourselves to be distracted. We must hold our elected officials to the highest possible standards where the lowest and least among us is concerned, because anybody could do the popular thing, it takes people of strong character to do the right thing.

It is clear that we are in a terrible state in Trinidad; the minority PNM government has no one to fear as they run rampant over the citizenry pushing their selfish and greedy agenda while the opposition writhes in throes of full meltdown, feeding on itself and crying out for ethnic cleansing over doctors contracts while homes are being invaded and words like carjacking and human trafficking eased themselves into the common dialogue.

What madness is this? Are the inmates really running the asylum here?

It is the hope that this group could become a refuge for free people, something we could rally around, to find togetherness and draw strength as we demand change and cry out for a better standard of living where equality and personal security are concerned. There is an isolation and aloneness that encloses and stifles the light when one is an unfortunate victim of crime. We feel out of step with society, abandoned from the herd for a while. This feeling is the result of careful planning by selfish people who rely on division to rule. I tell you that you are not alone, that there are people like you who will commiserate with you in your time of need, and rally around you for justice. We want you to know that the color of your skin, the texture of your hair and the amount of money in your pocket doesn’t matter, that you are with friends and family.

We Trinidadians boast a lot of crap to keep some level of sanity even while big business and the media are exploiting our young girls for profit. We have seen a relaxing a morals, a loosening of standards, because no one is minding the store. Rampant crime and violence are symptoms of a deeper ailment that needs attending to, because when one of us hurts we should all feel it.
There are things that made us whole before, made us blessed, and gave us a feeling of belonging, of safety, of home. We were cocky, even in the face of Mother Nature, so sure of our place in the divine order.
Now it feels like a dark cloud has come to rest over our beloved land, and the specter exists just outside the periphery of our vision, even as we hear more bad news and silently thank God we were spared, that it happened to someone else.
This has to stop. We need to say No More!!! We need to push the forces of evil back into their hole and unseat the demon king from his throne.
That is what this group is at this point; People who have decided to band together to take Trinidad back from these hoodlums and thugs, to enforce law and punish criminals, to protect our old, infirm and weak. To create a land where people are once again safe in their homes and our children can play in the streets; to unite our voices in one call that we really can do better than that, and if the government and opposition cannot do the job, we will fire them and do it ourselves.

On the Anniversary of the attempted coup, July 27th 1990

'We the people of Trinidad & Tobago now await with eager Patriotism the soon to be convened, much requested and continuously denied Commission of Enquiry into the events of July 1990, what actually occurred, who were involved and why.
We will never have closure on this issue until some searching questions are asked and answered; until all the players, both frontline and those behind the scenes are unmasked, charged for their crimes, tried by jury and punished to the fullest extent of the Law.
This long overdue Enquiry is High service in defense of our Democracy and, for reasons known only to the last two Prime Ministers twenty years too late.
It is a tragedy that evil had been allowed to prosper this long, and an insult to the dignity of every Trinidadian that no one has as yet paid for this assault on our Democracy'.
Though the wheels of Justice have been made to turn slowly, to the decent and the upright in society we say better late than never.


On July 27th we again face the anniversary of the repulsive assault on our nation’s democracy by Lennox Philip aka Yasin Abu Bakr twenty years ago.
We should pause and reflect on the families of those who died in the tragic events of that week, and commiserate with them in their grief for their loss.
In memory of their sacrifice, we as a people should not rest until the perpetrators and their benefactors are unmasked and brought to justice.

Under the pretense and guise of an 'Islamic' fight, and in an insult and as an embarrassment to decent, law abiding Muslims everywhere, on Friday July 27th 1990, Bakr and his murderous band of thugs, dressed in Muslim attire, stormed the Seat of Parliament and the property of the Trinidad & Tobago Television and held Members of Parliament, members of the media and members of staff hostage in an attempt to overthrow the democratically elected Government of then Prime Minister ANR Robinson and the National Alliance for Reconstruction.
After a five day stand off with the Police Service and the combined Defense Forces of Trinidad & Tobago, Bakr and his gang were forced to surrender to the might of the state.
Many people died during the hostage crisis, and much of the capital City of Port of Spain was damaged by looting that followed the televised announcement, and from set fires that raged out of control for days.

As disgusting as that memory is, we also continue to face the incomprehensible position of our country’s last Prime Minister in his unbelievable stance on the national call for an enquiry into the events that led up to that fateful week in our history while he was in Office.
To say that an enquiry is important to the development of this nation is to understate it, and civil society demands that we unmask those behind the scenes and other accomplices who must be brought to justice.
Mr. Bakr is a criminal and a traitor and needs to pay for his crimes against the people of this country. There is no statute of limitations on treason and murder, and someone needs to hang from the neck until dead for that brutal attack on our sovereignty; anything less would be a slap in the face where crime and the punishment of crime is concerned. You simply cannot have a double standard when innocent lives are lost, and Mr. Manning’s astonishing ramblings on the subject will not put the issue to rest.
To this writer, his (Manning's) posture on the issue begs a lot of questions, not the least among them being what he knew and when; and why is he so hesitant to allow justice to be seen to be done by bringing the entire cast of characters to justice.

The fact that Bakr and his accomplices were able to escape the noose after committing treason, murder and violent crimes against the people and State of Trinidad & Tobago contributed in no small way to the rise in the incidents of violent crime, and the statistics pre and post 1990 bear this out.
Now, the Honorable Winston Dookeran has promised time and again that, were he to be elected to Office, there would be a Commission of Enquiry into the events of July 1990. Mr. Dookeran is now in Government as part of a Coalition, and that Government, like every Government since 1990 has an obligation to facilitate a clearing of the air on this matter.

Were it not for the men of our armed forces we may have lived a different history these last twenty years, and both Colonel Joe Theodore and Brigadier Ralph Brown are overdue the respect and accolades deserved by men who rescued the nation from these murderous thugs.

Regardless of anyone's grouse with a Government, killing innocent people IS NOT a way to solve it.
Terrorizing a nation IS NOT a means to an end.

Lennox Phillip aka Abu Bakr should have been hung for treason and murder.

In my view it's not too late to get that right.
I have absolute faith in the leadership and men and women of our armed forces and I am fully confident that any foolishness of any kind will not be tolerated this time around.


The members of the Jamaat were lucky that Colonel Theodore showed the restraint he did dealing with that megalomaniac ass, because he would have done the country and every other decent law abiding Muslim a favor if he had put a bullet in his head.

The enquiry should also pave the way for the naming and the honoring of all the national heroes including the hostages of that dark page in our history.

That said...

I would like to publicly acknowledge and applaud Prime Minister Kamla Persad Bissesar and her Attorney General Mr. Anand Ramlogan for their decision to convene an enquiry into the events that led up to and including the week of July 27th 1990. You are doing the country and its people a great service, and I implore you to not flinch in the face of threats or lobbying due to cost or the silly argument that too much time has passed.
We stand with you as one people and would willingly take up arms side by side with the men and women of our armed forces in defense of our country should the worst occur and the need arise.
Let all potential terrorists and those who would attempt to violate our national sovereignty be very aware that you command an army 1.3 million strong.
The overwhelming truth of the matter is the nation needs this understanding as to what really motivated this assault on our democracy, our people and our country, and is vital information for getting this nation back on the path of decency, where respect and the rule of law can once more be obtained.

Where do we as a people go from here?


NB This is a note, not the full thesis, so a lot of this is condensed to make for easier reading and digestion.

Trying to answer the question ‘Where do we go from here’, I think it is beneficial to ask the question ‘Where exactly are we’?

In trying to understand the ‘political’ (of the people) problems, we need to address three questions:

1. Is national unity a hoax?
2. What divides us?
3. Can what divides us be rewoven into something more of a national identity?

Is national unity a hoax?

Yes I believe that it is.
For varying reasons, the different races have found themselves here over the last two centuries under differing circumstances and have settled in and carved a niche for themselves, within the patchwork identity called Trinidad.

For all intents and purposes (with the possible exception of the African slave experience), entire cultures and traditions were transplanted as well and survived more or less in tact under the tropical sun. The African experience was a more violent one, and different Africans traditions wove into the Caribbean-African traditions we know now, because to the whites the blacks were property, so no allowance was made for religion or culture.

Where the races meld into something like 'one' people are in the areas of commerce, sport, entertainment and food.

Where they rub against each other badly is in representation for specific interests (read religion and historical identity ) and equality, depending on the leadership at the time.

Those two issues, if properly addressed specific to race in this country, would lead to a relaxation of posturing and a development of true intra- national communities that would flourish with the specific need of the community and within the nation as a whole.

- We need a national vision.

Equal representation under the law is the bedrock of cosmopolitan societies, and is misused here as it is given and taken as a reward or a punishment. People feel involved if the system accepts them as equal, and have no need to fall back on the racial bogey if they feel disenfranchised in the face of other races.

Our Parliament and system of Governance was transplanted from a white dominated system that had no need to recognize the needs of other races. The flaw there for us, is, that no African can ever truly appreciate any other races needs and desires, likewise no East Indian, no Chinese et al.
So then what?
Fortunately for us all and what may eventually save us from the abyss, is that Trinidad & Tobago is a republic, and is governed by law.

- Some changes need to be made.

Our Parliament needs to be so divided as to accommodate proportionally every race in our spectrum and to guarantee that representation by law.
This would open the door to true national debate and keep all interest groups’ agendas at a national level.
Only then will we be able to form Governments that represent all the people, and in that will we be able to forge a truly national agenda that takes into account the needs of all participants.

This is very important for the seamless integration of ‘all into the best’, as opposed to us all grudgingly accepting the least as occurs now.
My example here is the education system.
Government role as provider and protector should stop at the classroom door, and should not be in the business of educating the nation’s children.
Denominational schools have proven successful to international standards here in the past, so much so we were boasting one of the highest standard of education in the western Hemisphere up until the early 80’s.
The ‘Government Controlled School System’ experiment has failed, and we need to accept that to move forward. We also need to invite the major religious organizations back into the business of education and divide the schools proportionately by racial demographic and area. (Need to wear a hijab? Go to a Muslim school etc... )

Secondly, all people regardless of race, class or religion must have equal access to government provision and protection.
No one race must feel victimized when another makes up Government, and no on race should benefit alone from national patrimony.

This should be established and guaranteed by law, and a separate body answerable to Parliament with redress available through the courts should be set up for this purpose.

I propose an Equal Opportunities Commission, whose main instrument and reason for existence is the promotion and preservation of racial harmony in our twin island state.

It will take some selfless individuals to step up capable of thinking country first, and it will take a mature electorate to put them into office.

What divides us?

The biggest problem here is one of perspective, as we continue to labor under the illusion that there is one national view, one Trinidadian and Tobagonian perspective.
Waving of flags for sporting events notwithstanding, I have found this to be patently false, and one just has to look at the relationship between Trinidad and Tobago to recognize how vast our differences are.
We have the East Indian perspective, which is different from the educated, middle class East Indian Perspective.
We have the African perspective, which again is different from the educated middle classed African perspective.
Alongside this there is a mixed class, catch all that includes Whites, Syrian/Lebanese, Chinese, Portuguese and others that devolve into their own tribal requirements, but not on a grand enough scale to affect the national agenda, save again for Commerce, Sport & Entertainment.

I have noted that the tribes are divided by culture, history, religion and by their respective wants and needs.
These do not weave into a national tapestry as much as we would like to think, and, as much as the advertisers would have us believe, the Ganges is yet to meet the Nile.

That said, there are benefits to be harvested here, and the franchising view of the world that wants to morph us all into one is obscene and overlooks the importance of culture on development, and on the whole being greater than the sum of its parts

Herein lies the dilemma. How do we achieve a standard of tolerance that allows everyone their respective expression space without trying to put every race into everything.

This ‘Chutneying' of the national culture is having the detrimental effect of forcing a ‘center’ into existence that has no place in nature, and then trying to meld everything into that new entity.

Again, guaranteeing all races, all religions their expression space by law would go along way into freeing up wasted resources.
A people free will express themselves freely, and all Government needs do is to financially support all equitably and proportionately.

I cannot tell you the amount of ‘Party Forming Groups’ I have been a part of that ALL had the unique idea of a symbol that joins a tassa drum to a steel pan.
The intellectual bankruptcy here is in the failure to accept, especially on the face of this desire to ‘douglarise’ everything, that a tassa will never be a steel pan and vice versa.

What about ‘Unity in Diversity’?

What about ‘Here Every Creed & Race Find(s) An Equal Place?’

Action in the national interest requires that we first accept, and not just with lip service, that we are made up of different things, and each should get its space, attention and reward.
When we can fully come to that place, we will know as a nation what our heritage is and where our future lies, and stop building buildings that block our view of the sea.


Can what divides us be rewoven into something more of a national identity?


Yes, but this where we have to cross the line(s), and we have to do it delicately.

In the above we accepted the need for the guarantee by law of our separateness and the freedom of space to express that.
Now we need to focus on the things that are common to all people and make sure that we use the state resources to protect and to provide, and where one race falls, we as a people should assist and try to elevate them to the ideal.
I would like to focus on the Afro-Trinidadian experience here as an example, and specifically on the ghetto culture of the lower class that has been hung around their necks that is proving difficult for them to escape.
There is a wall around Lavantille that you cannot see, but it imprisons the minds of most that live there.
It inhabits their self belief and limits their choices.
They are losing the battle and becoming our enemies even as they strive to be one of us.
We as a collective need to break down that wall, and fully embrace our less possessed brothers and sisters back into the national community. A people set on fire for a holy purpose cannot be constrained by the evil desires of the few. Ignore what has passed for Government in the past, this requires individual greatness on a national level.

Please note again I highlight this as one example of a national problem specific to one race, there are many others.

There are things we seem to have forgotten as we try to impress foreign masters.
We are a people of river limes, small goal football, windball cricket, j’ourvert, block-o, corner liming, ‘take a drink with we’ mentality.
We are deeply loving and easy to get along with.
We have been sold some heady wine that leads us down a path of self aggrandizement that only isolates us and leaves us alone, together.
We as a people need to go back to basics, and bring back the old time days, the old time ways.
We need to no longer be willing to do each other wrong to further our own ambitions. That is for other people.
Other cultures.
Other places.
We are ‘Trinis’, we are nicer than that...we could do much better.

WHATever

So based on today’s tragic news, tonight is crying time again, this time for the kids, the parents, the brothers and sisters, the friends, the family, the co-workers. All the people that loved her now mourn, heartbroken staring into the empty abyss where once was soul, spirit and smiles. Again people have nothing but tears and the question why.
Silent, sobbing, heartbreaking tears...and the sons of bitches that did this despicable act may never face justice, and the sons of bitches in power might not lose sleep, but on behalf of all who cry tonight I wish that sorrow is visited upon them in equal measure.
How I wish I was God for a night, I’d exterminate them all with pestilence fire and brimstone.
Judgement on all inept, crooked, corrupt, imbecilic politicians, judgement.
Judgement on all big shot masqueraders who have built their fortune on the drug trade that fuels this bloodletting, judgement.
Fire and brimstone on the money launderers in their German SUV’s and their Fairways, St.Clair and Goodwood Park mansions that make it possible for the drug trade to thrive.
I have called them out so many times, little cloth stores buying up the whole of Woodbrook, and we never had a Ministry of Cloth? Little jokey 'one house' contractors now building golden towers in the sky.
Judgement.
I hurt for those that cry tonight, and I pray those tears fall on these bastards tomorrow.


How much more can this little nation take before it breaks?

Nigga please!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This note is not going to be long.
They killed a ten year old girl and stuffed her into a hole.
Please, when you see me, don’t try to tell me what you think the reasons or the motives were. I don’t give a fuck. Opinions on the police, Laventille, Manning...please!!!!
A ten year old child is about as innocent and beautiful we as a species will ever be.
That took some serious evil to do.
Who is the sick demented waste of air that did this? Why is he not hanging today?
Please, save the old talk, cross talk and bad talk.
The people who are trying to make a difference need your help, not your opinion or bad talk.

We are the people.

We get to decide.

This has to change.

Here every Creed and Race finds an Equal Place.. (but the more money you have the more Equal your Place)


I wrote a note on a Sunday that elicited a mixed bag of responses from the energized to the desperate, and I realized how polarized we as a people are becoming as we grapple with the day to day stress of managing our lives, dealing with the horror show that is the evening news, and the frustration and disgust at the political comedians currently passing off as government and leadership.

First off I feel the need to make my own position clear. so you know my biases

I am a Trinidadian through and true and this will always be my first choice to call home.

I had the unique opportunity/advantage of growing up in Woodbrook in the late 70’s, early 80's, and this opportunity bred in me a love of family and 'neighbors as family'; the concept that a community protects, loves, serves and cherishes its members and gives them a place to belong to, and a social conscience born in an environment where race and class had no dividing quality, our differences made us all unique and equal.
I literally got my ass cut houses away from my home for using ‘bad language’, and I have had hot dinners in so many homes I couldn’t count if I tried.
That community experience had left me ill prepared for Trinidad of the New Millennium, where every institution seemed hell bent on escaping from itself.
Don’t get me wrong, crime has adjusted my choices as well, but I think both economics and business together are using fear as a catalyst for driving the exact recipe that is causing crime in the first place – the systematic dismantling of our communities.

We are left seeking identities in what we have rather than in who we are, what we belong to rather than where we come from.
This is empty identity, valueless, and will be for nothing if your fortunes or your health fail you. This is precisely where community steps in and takes over.

I am still blessed to have a strong community of friends and family who I love and cherish dearly.
Those of you who don’t know, on October the 10th of 2008 I was involved in a terrible accident that left me requiring multiple surgeries to my right arm, and incapacitated for almost six of months and required extensive physical therapy.
The moment that accident happened, my illusion of control died.
I saw the people in my life take control of the simplest things that kept my world together, and cared for me when all my important stuff were, for all intents and purposes, indefinitely cancelled.
That accident brought home to me once again how important my community is to my survival, and how little I really understood about what is real and what is make believe. I know I will never take them for granted again.
I only bring this up to make a point. As is said in ‘The Jungle Book’ – the strength of the wolf is the pack, and the strength of the pack is the wolf’.
Try not to lose this web of love and care as you reach for the big house and the fancy car; by all means be ambitious, but don’t stray to far from the pack for, if you’re unlucky enough to have all your plans spill violently out onto a Barataria road in the wee hours of the morning, who will be there to pick you up, to protect you, care for you, harass the doctors (my friends and family had St. Clair Medical Centre on their toes,) stay with you, help you mend, and then go about as if nothing has happened and no debt is owed?
We build international schools and separate and segregate the children by class. Do we think the other children will raise themselves wanting to love us anyway?
We build movie Cineplex’s that cater to our egos and make us feel like little Gods as they pander to us for profit, but what of the ones who can't afford it?
What is to become of the ones in our community who don’t share our fortune, who become the ones left behind?
What are they to become?
Our fans?
Our followers?
Our peasants?
Is the God complex worth the wrought iron bars on our doors and windows, paid security and body guards?
Honestly, I miss fighting to get to Globe on a Sunday in time for a ‘good’ seat.
I miss hearing the people in ‘pit’ shouting at the screen in this sanitized, Americanized version of sweet T&T.
I miss the Trinidad where no one messed with you because, well you were them and they were you, all of us part of one big, ketch-ass, easy going community.
We may have better stuff now, but we don’t have a better life.
We lost people along the way, deliberately left them behind, and that is the demon seed all our problems are growing from.
We are still a dot.
We can still be a community; we just need the will to stop buying into the advertisers bullshit.
We are not little Gods, Superstars or Supermodels; we just play one in real life.
If my stuff ever tried to keep me from my tribe, then feel free to have my stuff.
I KNOW what matters in the real world, and I bless God for the opportunity to say this.
You are a Trinidadian, love yourself and the people that fate, destiny, God, and the Universe has put into your life.
They define you, protect you and make you valid. They make you real.
Never lose sight of that, or you may find yourself alone, and all the stuff in the world isn’t worth that.
When we’re a community again, when we’re a national family again, all these tin pot dictators and wanna be gangsters will fade away.
I am SURE of it.

Something to think about....

Does every creed and race really find an equal place here?
Last week a well spoken, intelligent, dynamic young man (a boy really, on his way to being a man) who worked as a bagboy at HiLo West mall died from gunshot wounds he accidentally received on his way home.
Digest that for a minute; somebody’s child was accidentally killed on his way home from work; someone’s brother, someone’s friend.
Now indulge the lunacy and for a moment imagine that you are that parent, getting that bit of news. Madness!
Anyone who was ever served by this boy could not help but notice his spirit, his manners and decency, his upbeat and enthusiastic personality, all the positive traits that we hope other people see in our children. Gone in a moment, because we as a people have failed, and I am so ashamed.
I point him out here not because he was special (God knows he was), but because he was one of any of our children but for the grace of God, Karma, the Universe, Lotto, whoever you are putting your faith and hope in at this time to bring your loved ones home, safe, everyday.
His crime was that he lived in the wrong neighborhood. What was our crime? Failing to protect him and all the other helpless youth who are dying because our Government has failed and we are doing absolutely nothing about it. Why? Because, as a poor black boy, he had become disposable, not our concern.
Madness!!!!
I will never march for a Westmoorings death if we don’t march for Laventille. I promise you.
I am neither black nor white, I am a Trinidadian, and this situation hurts me to my core and infuriates me on a level that will not go away.
I will never accept that these are disposable human beings, no matter how hard the Government and the media try to make it so.
Have we gone collectively mad? Is it that we are so overwhelmed by it all that we no longer look at it long enough to feel revulsion and disgust and a little ashamed for our inaction? Students of history know that this violence will not stay confined, it is growing, feeding on itself, and will be coming home to all of us soon. In a little while there will be nowhere left to look when we try to look away.

I am calling on all Trinidadians to stand up. We need to pull together if we are to stop this madness. Fifty five murders per one hundred thousand is lunacy. We either swim together or drown alone. Don’t allow yourself to be conned, this is not unfixable. The evil doers want you to believe that, leave you isolated and powerless. Crazy talk! Trinidad is a dot. The Mayor of New York City has eight million people to protect and serve and pretty much does it by management alone. And they had less than one hundred murders last year. We had over five hundred. How many jokers in suits do we have? Aren’t you tired of living in a banana republic? Don’t you feel ashamed when what passes for Government parades itself on your television at night?

Reading this, seriously, do you trust Jerry Narace to run our nation’s health system?
Do you believe Colm Imbert is capable of solving traffic?
Are you happy with the revolving door that is now the Attorney General’s Office?
How about education, do you feel in your heart Hazel has a clue?
Every time you see the opposition, do you wince and look away in disgust?
Do you trust anything that comes out of Basdeo Panday’s mouth?
Do you trust Jack Warner at all?
Are you afraid of Ramesh?
Do you feel pity for Kamla?
Does Winston Dookeran inspire you?


These questions need answering, because state problems need state management and our managers are inadequate and it is up to us to do something about it.

There will never be a better time for you to stand up and make yourself available to be part of something bigger than yourself. This moment in times calls you to dig deep, push past fear, laziness, self doubt, malaise, whatever keeps you from joining destiny in righting the wrongs.
Shake off everything negative and step up, help us bring about massive change.

We deserve:

• Safety for ourselves and our loved ones.
• A working health care system
• Hope and opportunity for all our youths
• Compassionate care for all our elderly
• Equality of and for all citizens before all national institutions
• Common sense in Government
• Peace in our playgrounds
• Freedom in our streets


Never underestimate the power of a people alight with desire for change, a people set on fire for a cause cannot be broken, a light that will chase away the evil that plagues our society, a fire that burns bright for the whole world to see.

This could be our tomorrow... I am SURE of it

Time for real Change, no Exchange...

It seems a function of our politics that conmen and opportunists need idealists on the platform to sway the hearts and minds of the voting public.
Combine this with a common enemy, someone in the crosshairs that we could make into the mission, and you have a winning formula second to none.
The UNC has been presented with an opportunity that the ex sugar workers must be baffled at. Forget the Nile, the Ganges flowing through Westmoorings now, such is the hatred for Patrick Manning that forces idealogically opposed could find his removal such a common ground that unification seems effortless.

Allow me to say here that Patrick Manning is unelectable. Should a moment of madness prevail and he be elected, the national revulsion could tear this place apart. Regardless of what you've built sir, three thousand of my brothers and sisters have died on your watch, and last time I checked we were not at war. That you are not being charged with crimes against humanity speaks volume to our political naiviete and immaturity. The deficit is a looming scare, but no one should allow themselves to be distracted by bible quotes and chest thumping, your mismanagement of the country in the face of a murderous crime spree is enough of an indictment to send you packing on your way. The people of Trinidad and Tobago are anxious to see the back of you.

That said, I do not believe for one minute that the con job beng perpetuated against the people by the UNC alphabet soup party has anything to do with saving the country or its people, and has more to do with seizing the opportunity to capture the national cash register for a different set of bandits.

Trinidad as a nation cannot take much more. Life has become so cheap to take and to lose, that a severing of every creed and race is no longer that hard to imagine. What we do here in the next six weeks will determine a lot more than our finacial future.

We need fundamental change, not exchange. We cannot foist Jack Warner on the people because of Calder Hart, anymore than we did with Calder Hart because of Ish.

The House of Representatives, the Seat of our Parliament, the Legislative Chamber of the People, has been hijacked by thugs using the people as pawns as they fight over the spoils. This madness has to stop.

The only solution lies in a rethink of how this plays out. We need to, by making ourselves available and by our votes, to scrap this two party system. Open your minds to the possibilities and the possiblities will unfold. Now is not the time for pettiness, now is the time for leadership, character, integrity and self sacrifice.

We need forty two, eighty four, or a thousand people willing to make themselves available to seve their communities. When the dust settles on election night, let there be no clear 'owner' of the House, so dialogue and debate can commence, and the People's business could finally be done.

What I know of Trinidad's politics.

[Trying to find a way forward, we need to at least understand how we arrived at where we are today politically.]
(This is condensed for illustration, the broader perspective is what is on display).

After Independence was declared (allowed) from Britain, Trinidad and Tobago was ruled by Eric Williams and his political party the PNM, exclusively until he died.
The party weathered many storms over the unbroken twenty four years it was in power, including civil unrest (the Black Power Uprising and the 1970 mutiny) internal political challenges (Deputy political leader ANR Robinson, who in turn had to leave and went on to form his own party the DAC) and some of the worst examples of public corruption in the civilized world.
The first real challenge to its political power came in 1980 from the right in the form of The ONR, led by Attorney at Law Karl Hudson Phillips. The ONR won no seats in the 1980 election, despite polling higher votes than the opposition, and coming second in all 36 constituencies. If anything, this was at least a demonstration of a desire for change country wide.
The then opposition ULF, led by Attorney/sugar union leader Basdeo Panday, was seen as an East Indian worker party, and was not respected politically at a national level at that time.
After Mr. Williams' death,the least known (corrupt) member of the party, George Chambers was elevated to Prime Minister for the remainder of the legislative term.
Gripped by real recession, with a near empty treasury and a world oil crisis, the party was finally removed from power in 1986 by the coming together of all opposing forces (Karl Hudson Phillips' ONR, Basdeo Panday's ULF, Lloyd Best's Tapia, and ANR Robinson's DAC) into one coalition - the NAR, and which won the next general election with a convincing majority of 33 seats to three. This election also consigned George Chambers and the old PNM guard to history,making A.N.R. Robinson Prime Minister, and elevating political unknown Patrick Manning to the leader of the now PNM opposition with three seats, which included Morris Marshall, who died at the hands of insurgents in 1990.

The country circled the drain for four financially strapped and tumultuous years, which broke the NAR into two factions (the NAR and the UNC) and erupted in the upheaval of an attempted (failed) coup (hostage crisis) by the Jamaat Al Muslimeen in 1990.

In 1991 the remains of the NAR coalition experiment failed at the polls. Having left the marital bed of accommodation, Basdeo Panday took his ULF seats and formed Club '88 in Aranjuez, which became the UNC and went on to become the Opposition to the then elected Manning PNM.
Continuing the path of fiscal responsibility laid down by Mrs Patricia Robinson and Finance Minister Selby WIlson of the NAR, the PNM's Wendell Mottley continued to guide the ship of state out of the clutches of the IMF and the World Bank.
Buoyed by rising oil prices yet constrained by a slim majority in Parliament, Mr. Manning demonstrated his ability to snatch defeat from the jaws of victory and called his first snap election in '95 which he lost, and gave us another DAC/ULF (NAR/UNC) accommodation, with the UNC forming the Government, and the NAR's Robinson eventually being made President of the Republic (a purely ceremonial position).

This UNC government, which included some old NAR hold outs like Kamla Persad Bissessar, was arguably the most disruptive and corrupt tenure of any government since independence, and attacked trade unions, the Judiciary, the free press, even the teachers and nurses were not spared attack and ridicule.
Utilizing the proceeds of high energy prices, the party went on an infrastructure development spree, culminating in a billion dollar airport terminal and allegations of massive corruption.
The party was rocked by scandal after scandal as factions inside the UNC wrangled for political power. History will show that Ramesh Lawrence Maharaj's political 'horn' caused the UNC's collapse, and, were it not for the rise of his Team Unity in the party (AGAINST the wishes of Mr. Panday's then handler Lawrence Duprey), went on to soundly trounce Kamla and Carlos John, and accidentally saved this country from further rape by the UNC cabal of Galbaransingh, Gillette, Kuie Tung, and Duprey, and gave rise to the 'new moralists' (read united against Panday) and the COP.
Patrick Manning and the PNM were handed governance and evidence to prosecute the corrupt UNC ministers by Ramesh, and Basdeo Panday, having been found guilty of failing to declare significant and questionable assets to the Integrity Commission, was put in jail.
That he is NOT in jail now asks more questions than it answers, but that issue, because of Kamla's elevation to political leader of the UNC, is irrelevant to this discussion.

That new PNM has challenged the UNC for the title of King of Corruption, with the Calder Hart/UDECOTT fiasco being what some fear to be the tip of a massive iceberg of systemic rape by very corrupt individuals and the loss of hundreds of millions if not billions of dollars from the National Treasury, the property of the People of Trinidad and Tobago.

That Government has collapsed and we face another election and another fool's choice, damned if you go left, suckered if you go right.

My main questions here are these:

Can the PNM ever be trusted again with the public purse?

Was Kamla Persard Bissesssar a part of the then 'corrupt' UNC, and was she bound to act against the corruption if she herself was not corrupt?

Going forward from here, re-electing the PNM is out of the question. That said, what is to be made of the UNC/COP/TOP/NJAC coalition?

One of the major issues facing the electorate disenchanted with Patrick Manning and the PNM is how to justify Jack warner's presence at the head of a party positioning themselves in an anti corruption fight. Mr. Panday has decided to make this man against man, and there is no way in hell Warner winning against Bas in an east indian stronghold, no way, no how. What this has inadvertently done is to give Basdeo Panday the moral high ground, because make no mistake, Jack Warner is a corrupt individual and he needs to be barred from public office, like all corrupt individuals.

The COP brings middle class acceptance to a party the middle class are pre disposed to loathe,because the COP either believes themselves incapable of stooping to conquer, or worse, that they will never be able to capture a seat in the House. The NJAC brings some sort of african approval to a predominantly east Indian party still based in the sugar union's headquarters, but the NJAC is a fringe party at best,with policies based in african culture and attracting the lowest on the political totem pole; The NJAC and the COP are polar opposites, and begs the question, how can this accommodation of expediency survive, in or out of public office?
TOP in Tobago is an admittance from the UNC that they will never be able to represent Tobago, so how can they claim to be a national party?


The answer to that question presents us with real hope and opportunity, but to receive it we need political maturity.
We need to remake the Parliament into what it was created to be, a House of Representatives of the People, populated by members making informed decisions, voting conscience and representing their constituents. The lie that you need a party is perpetuated by party financiers who need guarantees of significant return on investment to contribute for campaigning, which flies in the face of the basic rules of our democracy. That every sitting Prime Minister has taken part in this deceit of the people over the years is disgusting, and warrants a return to people power.

We need more independents in the House.

At the very least they will serve us a buffer against abuses by Government and function in the people's interest.

Trying to make sense of this

I watched the Congress of the People bring the PNM Government down.
Make no mistake, Kamla and the UNC's no confidence motion was the machinery and the process of the fall, but it was the COP, (doing what should have been the media's, the DPP's, the police's, and any other agency and institution with oversight and investigatory authority's job) that got to the heart of the matter that was the undoing of Manning and the PNM, and history will record it so (even as the airport corruption scandal was allowed to bring down the last UNC administration).
The defense of UDECOTT and Calder Hart became so enmeshed in the identity of this last administration that when the death blow came there was nowhere for Mr. Manning to retreat to.
Such was the Prime Minister's insistence on defending the indefensible (even in the wake of the loss of his best performing Minister and the open revolt in the construction sector) that he left himself no wiggle room.
Not Axe the Tax, not the PSA and the TTRA issue, none of the other issues and the activists that were constantly taking bites out of him, (although they collectively weakened him and the party), it was the Calder Hart revelation that dealt the mortal blow.
After that it was open season on the PNM. I was embarrassed for the members of that party as they tried to weather the hurricane that was blowing the whole thing down. Die hard PNM activists, long known for their vociferous defense of all things PNM retreated into total silence and I knew one of two things were going to happen.
We were either going to have an election, or there would be revolution. The Government could not stand.

And the reason for that lead in was this:

Because of the above, the COP had finally arrived on the National stage. They had become a force in their own right, capable of affecting the politics from outside and surely were worth at least listening to. People who normally dismissed the party out of hand began speaking of them as an alternative to the defunct PNM and the remains of the UNC. It seemed to me the politics was maturing, that we as a people were growing up.

Why at this point the COP would squander this newfound wealth of goodwill to join with the criminally corrupt UNC beats me. The moral high ground was theirs to nurture and develop, why blow it away? Is Winston feeling his age? Are the members so tired of laboring outside of Parliament that any horse is a horse to ride?
The COP built their reputation as being distinguishable by virtue from both the UNC and the PNM, how can they justify joining with either side now?
Hindsight is twenty twenty, and we could never know what would have been the outcome had they stayed the course and fought this election alone on behalf of the upright majority, but I believe the disappointment that I hear from the ground everyday indicates that a groundswell of support was available to them had they remained true to the vision.

Who knows?

My support of the COP does not transfer to the 'New' UNC alphabet soup party, and I, like many decent upright citizens, have been left adrift with no political home.

I have not yet decided which I consider to be the lesser of the two evils, PNM or UNC, seems a fool's choice either way.

The state of the politics

Trying to decide what to say on the issue, I find that the focus keeps shifting. People know they want change, but they don't know who to put. People know what they're against, but they have little idea of what they're for. The politics has become so reactionary it makes little sense when looked at soberly. Players change sides so easily, it seems both major parties are really two sided of the same coin. Where is the ideology? Where is the rallying over national issues that take us forward? Yes we have a corrupt Government that we are trying to remove, who we are replacing with the same party that we used them to remove in the first place. Just that point should make us pause to think, but it seems that that is the one thing that is not allowed in Trini politics.
Thinking.
Party hacks and fanatics on both sides overwhelm you with why you should remove the other side, without really telling you why you should support their side. The absence of the issues is what leaves us all adrift come the morning after election, and the stale sweet taste of seminal victory lasts only until 'Our' 'New' side lets us down, and a member gets caught with their hand in the cookie jar. We could spend days talking about the corrupt and their corruption, and both sides are disgusting with it, and our politics stinks to high heaven because of it and I wonder; Why do we, the vast majority, the backbone and rightful owners of this country, why do we let this continue? Who decided that to make a difference you had to be in one of these two factions? who told you that you had to be corrupt and only support who will give you something? Who? They lied to you. And that lie is what keeps us in bondage. Look, the slavery we talk about ended two hundred years ago, while the real slave masters wine for us every five years.
My brothers and sisters I implore you to look at your hearts and find the decent incorruptible man and woman in you and refuse their handouts. Insist on information and intentions instead. Look at your elderly and your young and by your actions make a better world for them.
It is never too late and there is no better time than now.
Once again we have a chance to change our nation for the better, to inherit the blessings we've been given and to pass them on better than we got them.
Stand up.
Make yourself available, either as an independent or support your closest independent. Let us populate that Redhouse with Representatives of the People, and not party hacks and pardners in the party.
Say I will, so we can.
Together we can rebuild this once proud and beautiful nation.